Men Are Jerks

OMG?

When did China allow access to Blogspot?

Praise Datuk Seri S. Samy Vellu!

This is no doubt the best-est poem I have ever read in my life.

From this day forward
You shall not walk alone.
Her heart will be your shelter,
And her arms will be your home.
A mountain needs a valley to be complete;
the valley does not make
the mountain less, but more;
and the valley is more a valley because
it has a mountain towering over it

All credits must go to our honourable Works Minister Datuk Seri S. Samy Vellu.

Nobody knows where they might end up

Nobody knows...

Down down down

After a long CNY break... guess no one really wants to go back to work... certainly not me. In fact, I don't even want to be in Shanghai. Or anywhere. I am sick and tired of everything in life. Everything. What does world go on the way it does? Does it even serve any purpose?

I have a job that pays me well. Fat bonus. But i am not happy. I hate my job. I hate my boss. I hate my subordinates. I hate my clients. I hate the way things are. I hate the fact that my Chinese is not as good as the local Chinese and my English isn't perfect. I hate to be criticised all the time. I hate having to try so hard all the time. I hate having to work late all the time. I hate having to work through weekends. I hate people who will scream at me for one missing comma. I hate unreasonable deadlines.

So what if some guys want to bed me. They don't even know me. They probably don't even want to know me. I hate my body. I am short and I am fat. I can never lose the fats around my waist and I will never have 6 packs. I hate my nose. I hate my cravings for fried food. I hate being emotional all the time. I hate the fact that I am waiting for Mr. Perfect to sweep me off my feet. I hate when I wanted someone so badly and I was just being played. I hate mind games. I think I really wanted some attention from O. But he is just not that into me. Do I really like him that much? I don't even know. And then I go around seeking attention. I hate to be needy all the time. I hate to need constant attention and affirmation.

I hate having to talk about myself all the time. I hate to be emotional all the time. I hate to be crazy all the time. I hate to have to hide my craziness from people all the time.

I hate not being loved.

I hate being alone.

I am not even happy...

World of My Own

create your own visited countries map
or vertaling Duits Nederlands

Singapore Bound

A lot of things were on my mind over the last few months and several options have cropped up in the last few days itself, and all my plans were thrown out of the window.

A simple decision, and hellalot of consequences. Choices were never easy and in situation like this, we could really use some goaty advice. The all-so-wise goat is always the undisputed smartest and most decisive among the all of us. There is no better way to decide this than to ask the all-so-wise goat to point his hoof to the right path... OR ...

Anyway, to cut the long story short. Duff has decided that it is in his best interest to choose "40"... and for you girls out there... you can expect a lot more of Duff back in KL as Duff will be relocating back to Singapore!

Here is a sneak preview of Duff at work...