Cold Cold Harbin
This is my second time in Harbin and on both occassions, I have to work through the weekend and report to work again on Monday... thanks to some stupid client that I have and my stupid boss who simply can't say no. Totally unglam. As I was struggling to meet impossible deadlines and having to learn everything about doing business in China from scratch... I couldn't help but to wonder... "What am I trying to achieve / prove?"
Apart from the money bit, can I actually be contented to do some brainless job, work strictly 9 to 5 (5 days week), no deadline, no back-logs, no screaming, 24 days MC a year with absolutely no career advancement. Will I be happier? Honestly, I don't know. These days I don't know what do I really want to do apart from buying designer goods. The big 3-0 is setting in soon and I felt that I have not done many things. Things that I want to do, and things that I think I should try at least once in my life.
Maybe I should just take 1 year off and go onto to some soul searching before I turn 30.
Duff. Lost.
posted by Duff! at 9:27 pm
4 Comments:
honey u will find ur way....
miss ya
:)
10:58 pm
it's just a beginning, sayang. Just follow that lil voice within.
Hugs ...
1:30 am
i'm sure we've all had moments like these and be able to pull through it. I've had my days. You'll be fine!
2:04 pm
Just get a rich BF then do pilates all day la! What's so hard!
5:09 pm
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