Is It Me?
There are times when I wonder. I am 27. Been officially out for more than 3 years now. Arguably cute, only slightly chubby and I would like to think that I have a good heart. Intelligent too... well.. almost. What more does it take, to be able to be loved? I have dated ... errr... many people. None of them works out (otherwise I will be happily watching TV or eating dinner with my loved one and not blogging here right?).
K is too naive. F is too campy. D is plain weird. Big B is crazy. C is too needy and bad tempered. Small B is even worse, not to mention looks like shit after a while. A is a moron. M is attached. I is uncertain and manipulative. JW is again uncertain. R just disappeared.
11 dates (as far as I can remember) and endless flings. While it's not me who give up first for most of the "relationships" (if they even qualify to be one), it is somehow traumatising. I am sure deep down they are wonderful people (ok ok, may not all of them). Somehow, as the wise men said, the timing is not right. Yeah... blame it on them, blame it on the timing, blame it on the circumstances, blame it on everything else... but could the problem... really... be ME?
posted by Duff! at 6:15 pm
4 Comments:
Honey, I dunno about the first few, but you did the absolutely right thing with M, and you stayed strong through it all, and you should be proud of that. JW and R were just undecisive, idiotic white (or semi-white) men who are NATO (no action, talk only).
Don't waste your time thinking what you could have done to make it work. Just think "thank god I realised they were jerks early" and move on.
10:54 am
Well... I dunno. Whatever it is, 27 pages written, 26 more to go. All I can do is to get myself ready, and just hope that it will be exciting and good one. :)
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